I would like to go on a date

I would like someone to go out to eat with to be honest. Like I'm hungry right now. I usually get take out but I want to go to this restaurant I like and want to sit down and eat at. I would also like to do something with someone after like watch a movie or get dessert or I don't know.. have sex with! Geez it's like I just want a simple guy to have fun with. I guess that's too much to fucking ask. I guess this is my karma for whatever fucked up shit I've done in the past cause at this point I feel fucked. At times it's like I'm ready for something. Maybe not quite a bf/gf relationship but something solid and with trust. Idk I want someone I like to go out with.