For those dealing with mental health

Ive been with my current partner for 6 months.

The first few months were magic, we spent most of the days in bed snuggling and making love.

Then the past 3 months, depression hit.

Like a cloud, like a fog covering over the person I was before.

All this was I believe triggered by any current job(which Im leaving) family, friends leaving and my current confusion over my career/future.

I remember coming home and crying, anxious.

Currently my partner and I have had a fight on and off for 3 days, mostly I triggered it, I was spilling confusion, anxiety and fear.

We don't see each other often as we both live bout a 30 mins away from each other and I don't have a car..he works two jobs and when he can spends his free time with me.

I have recently been dealing with endometriosis,

And it has made our once amazing sex life even more stressful.

I feel like I'm the problem.

Like I'm a waste of space.

And like a terrible partner.

I know these things aren't true.

But it's just how it seems.

I recently became sober as well...and trying to stay sober. I reached out here instead.