So this week has been extremely hard and it's only Monday at 10pm. On Sunday my grandma passed away. Exactly two months after my grandpa and a week after a close friend passed. Today my boyfriend of three years broke up with me. Giving me the reason that he has to many trust issues and knowing that he is deploying for a year makes him believe him and I should call it quits. Three weeks ago he proposed. So not only do I get to say goodbye to two grandparents and a close friend but the man I thought I would be spending the rest of my life with. And as if all of that wasn't enough and him braking up with wasn't the cherry on top, tonight after pressing down all of these feels I broke.... while driving... which opened the flood gates to all the feels I fight everyday because I have PTSD after a car accident that killed me for ten minutes and almost killed two others. So now I'm not only thinking about all the loss and death I'm fighting all the feelings of my PTSD which involves reliving the crash in a way that makes it seem like It happened only seconds ago and wishing I had died that day.

How did everyone else's Monday treat them?