this is mine and my husband's second pregnancy this year. the first we lost the baby at our 12 week mark but he was gone at 8 weeks. I've taken a total of 4 otc tests, I just couldn't trust that first pink line. im so terrified. there were no answers given as to why we lost our little nugget. My blood tests and every thing else were perfect and when I saw and heard his heart beat at my 8 week check up it was strong and he was growing beautifully. I want to get my hopes up I want to start celebrating at least between the two of us. But my heart and soul are still broken. it wasn't but 3 months ago my whole world stopped spinning and everything fell apart. we almost lost each other and i almost gave up completely. I want to be happy and excited I want to hope for the best but my heart tells me im betraying my lil nugget.