.....I'm not mean, bitchy, angry, moody, or rude. I don't hate you. I am listening to you even when I'm not looking at you in the eye. I really like you all, even if it doesn't seem like it! I'm not mad, it's just my face. I'm shy....that's what it comes down to! Nothing personal. I don't not like you. I enjoy hearing about what you have to say...I'm shy. Not rude, or salty...shy. I'm afraid of what you all think of me, I feel like you all hate me, I just want to be friends with and liked by everyone! I just don't have the skills everyone was born with to maintain a lifelong (or even monthlong) friendship. I just wish everyone cared about me as much as I care about everyone else! I just like people and want them around, but don't know how to express that...that's my problem. I'm shy. Not callous.