Today was a bad mommy day..

I bled a little this evening, and it was dry blood color, like old blood, but super light. My back started getting so tender and tight and my butt nerve just kills me rn, I peed myself when I sneezed and on top of that I feel kinda sick. I haven’t had sexual for 2 and a half week so the bleeding wasn’t that, I hadn’t over exerted myself, but I did carry a package over 10 pounds, so I think that did it, and man did that hurt my weak mommy to be arms. Idk. I guess that hurt my body in ways I won’t understand. I’ll be more careful now. I never felt cramps or miscarry back pains. But I did feel before my shower, my baby wiggling, and that just made me realize we were going to be okay. Being pregnant scares me, pains me, but I’d do anything to keep my baby happy & inside of me. I love my little lemon. Idc if it’s a girl or boy, I want it to be a happy and healthy baby. I can’t wait to have better mommy days. Good luck ladies 🙏🏻