Getting my hopes up

So I tried so hard to not get my hopes up after having one chemical pregnancy (I did test early, but I tested until I was 2-3 days late with positive tests), the next month, I tested on my AF due date and got another positive and tested again with a different brand since I peed in a cup. Again I had a chemical pregnancy.

Honestly, I put so much stress on myself worrying about not holding onto a baby when I should have been so excited.

Now it's been 2 months since, and I'm starting to get quite a bit of milky white CM (currently 7 DPO) and my boobs hurt like a B. So this month, I'm getting my hopes up! Nothing else matters enough to stress me out and I'm so excited about even the possibility that I could be getting my BFP next week!!!