When you find yourself sobbing in relief because all of a sudden you're 36 weeks into your rainbow baby pregnancy. 9 months of worrying and we made it. We made it through that scary first trimester and through each day of anxiety to follow. We made it to that vital lung development at 36 weeks, where her chance of survival is almost that of babies born any later. Doctors would welcome you, and you would thrive, and it's only a matter of time before I'm holding my brand new baby, like I should've been in April of 2016.