lost my last baby at 8weeks and didn't find out until 13weeks... I have an appointment on the 11th which I will be exactly 11weeks... all I want to do it cry... I was watch my friend gender reveal video and I can't help but cry because I want everything to be okay with this baby... I want to have my own gender reveal... I'm just so scared... I feel like everything is fine but I felt that way the last time too so I'm terrified and I can't shake it :(