Hate needles

How did all of you pregnant women / mommas get over hating blood getting drawn?! I know it's done several times and I'm nervous beyond believe. I honestly act like I'm about 5 years old when I get my blood drawn. but I do have white coat syndrome and have a major fear of doctors. But after a few appointments I'm fine with whomever my doctor is.. but getting blood drawn is not something I get done (I'm 21 and the only blood draw I can recall is when I was 13.. and it was horrific) and I'm afraid I could even cause myself a miscarriage by getting so upset and having an anxiety attack . this is what is seriously preventing me from gettingb pregnant. I lie and tell everyone my husband and I want to wait until we've been married a year or two..but really I'm scared to death, even more scared of causing a miscarriage because of my own fear. please no negative comments ..surely someone else has this same issue..? *and I mean..think hysterical crying, non stop vomiting (don't even get me thinking about how scared I am of the glucose test) and screaming, hyperventilating. . it's super embarrassing... & I'm sure the fear will leave after a few times..but I know blood is taken the first appointment. . I'm going to be on the edge of my seat anyways with visiting a doctor for the first time since I was 18..getting blood done is making it even worst! & I don't have insurance so I can't just go to the doctor now to get prepared. Whenever I get a positive test I can qualify for insurance tho.