I was 14 when i was molested by my biological father. I waited 3 months to say anything because i was terrified. He said id better not tell anyone 'or else'. Growing up in an abusive home made it even more scary for me. One night i confided in my sister and my aunt overheard me. I told my aunt (my moms sister) and she was a basketcase. She made sure i was okay and she helped me tell my mother. Apparently my mother knew my father was a sick fuck from the beginning when she caught him sniffing my aunts panties when they first started dating. She said he had a sick obsession with blonde women with large breasts. Since I developed earlier than most girls my age and i had DD breasts at a young age, she thinks that may have been why he did what he did. The law did nothing because i waited too long to say anything and they said that i was lying because my parents were in the middle of a messy divorce. So a slap on the hand is what he got. Not too long after he did the same thing to his niece and got yet another slap on the hand. I am 25 now and i still have nightmares. I still think hes coming to get me. I watch my back in stores and anytime im out in public. When i first met my husband it took me a long time to realize he wasnt there to hurt me. Id flinch when he would raise his hand in gesture, or freeze up when he would hug me. Because i grew up in the home i did, and with what happened to me, whenever i hear a male get angry i want to run and hide and beg god to make everything okay. My husband has been my rock and i was so scared to tell him about my past because i was afraid it would care him off or make him think i was damaged goods. But he stayed and helped me through it. He still helps me. When i have a nightmare he always wakes me up and tells me its okay and he wont let anything happen to me and he holds me tight. That monster ruined me and i dont know what to do. I have gotten a lot better through the years from therapy (i stopped going because she told me i should forgive my father) and long talks with my husband. But it still haunts me. Whenever i read a story of a woman who was sexually abused it makes me sick to my stomach because no one should ever have to go through this.

Im sorry this was so long, thank you for reading💕