pregnancy after mc

NiNi • Mommy of 1 precious 6 year old who wants a sibling! TTC #2 inactive/actively for 1 year. Trying for our 🌈

It's a great thing.. getting that bfp for your rainbow baby.. but I'm killing myself with analyzing everything.. I've taken about 10 test analyzing the darkness and color of my lines.. I check for bleeding every time I wipe or feel any weird discharge.. I haven't even told my husband about the bfp because I'm just so worried it's gonna end the same way! please tell me I'm not the only one feeling this crazy!!!