confused

Tori

so idk where to post this at so it’s kiddy go wherever it wants. i had a boyfriend for a little over two years and i was with him while he went to boot camp to be a marine and when i tell you i loved that man there’s no lie in that whatsoever. we did so much together when he was home and talked all of the time but he fucked up a lot and idk why i didn’t see it as a red flag. we had recently ended things completely because he told me OVER SNAPCHAT that he was talking to someone else and whatnot but he didn’t even have the decency to call me about it or anything. i still have very strong feelings for him and it’s been hard trying to get over him like harder than i ever imagined possible i stay putting stuff on my snap stories just so he’ll see it i had to unfollow him on instagram because it pained me so much to see his face w another girl and i cry so much like i feel so pathetic. but there’s this guy feeling that he’s going to come back because he always does. but also there’s another side of me that thinks it’s over for real and it brings tears to my eyes because the one person i thought i’d spend my life with just shut me down and did it so disrespectfully. i need some words of encouragement and support from my fellow <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> ladies bc none of my friends know what i’m going through.