I'm learning to be happy by myself!

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I'm learning to be ok with a lot I have to do on my own.. I have a 6 yr old son n I'm 33weeks still working full time.. I try to stay positive n focus it gets hard but I still have to remember it's not about me it's about my kids.. I cry a lot n try to think happy thoughts it's getting better I guess it just takes time.. I'm so scared for my daughter to come n I still don't have a lot of stuff for her just yet but soon she will be here.. If I didn't have my mom support I would def be lost n beyond stress then what iam now.. I'm tryin to put it in gods hands n just do what needs to be done. My whole pregnancy I was alone n crying all the time n emotional n hurt but I realize that's life u can't make no one do right or be there or make u happy.. It took a long time for me to realize that but I got to now I have no choice.