When I was pregnant I would always think to myself and beat my self up with my words. Saying I’m going to fail at being a mother I’m not going to be the mother of his dreams but at soon as September 20 came @3:45 when I had him and heard that first cry and I was just yelling at the doctors “give me my baby, I just want to hold my baby” that was the day I literally fell in love again when they placed him on my chest and the way he looked at me with his bright grey & green eyes I was so in love 😍. Days later I took him home day after day I would cry my eyes out man I was barely getting sleep I barely took a shower my boobs were so heavy and filled with milk & then you have a baby next to you just crying because he is hungry or he needs his diaper changed or he just wants to be skin to skin with his mother and you have so much to do. Your holding him while your trying to pump so your baby can eat like there so much to parent hood. But every day when i feed my son and he looks at me when I feed him it’s magical it’s the bond that you and your child has together 💞🤞🏽, or when he crying and he wants to be skin to skin you put him on your chest so he could calm down that’s also love 💙. Honestly being a young parent I never knew I would be ever to do this I always thought I was going to give up but I was wrong I’ve learned so much in days that I never knew I could learn being able to finish my homework being able to multitask doing what mothers do👩‍👦. I’m so blessed to have my son here by my side and I’m ready to give him the world and give him everything and watch him grow every step in front of my eyes from the first crawl to the first word to the first steps and the first birthday and many more. I’m so ready to find out what’s ahead of me in life with my baby boy 💙 .