at 9 weeks I went in for my first appointment. I got the most devastating news any mother to be could imagine. I was so excited for my first baby.... that excitement was short lived when the doctor said she couldn't find a heartbeat. according to the doctor I lost it the previous week. The baby measuring at 8 weeks and no heartbeat. I had no signs no pain no bleeding. They sent me for another ultrasound that same day just to hear the same devastating news again. This time they asked me if I wanted a picture, I couldn't only shake my head no in between sobs. My surgery was scheduled for that Thursday and later canceled and rescheduled for that Friday morning. Sept.12,2017 I lost my baby. three weeks later I still find myself crying over it. My sister is 20 weeks along..... her baby shower is the 29th of this month and I was told to 'get over it'. I understand you have to move on... it's just hard