so I broke up with my ex bf about a month and a half ago and I haven't slept with anyone because I just simply didn't want to hurt my soul or heart because those aren't my morals... well last night I got drunk and had a 3 sum with my best friend and one of our guy friends. I don't know why but today I feel like my soul has been crushed and I can't explain why. have any of you ladies ever experienced this?? it was fun and it's something I've wanted to experience but I literally hurt in my heart. PS i have 0 feelings intimately for either one I had sex with... i just need guidance