I previously spoke about me marriage and the fact that we almost never have sex. I truly love him and wants children with him but nothing is happening. He's leaving a couple days for work and I told him that I might have sex with a young lover and he told me that he would understand completely and he knows that I miss sex. I don't know what to do I feel down. I opened an account on a site and a lot of guys are sending me message. I want to think about me for once and have fun but still I wish I could have sex with my husband that would be my wish...I texted with a guy 10 years younger and I think I'm going to see him but I fell guilty but shouldn't feel guilty also. Help !!