I had a miscarriage in April at 10 weeks.. my due date was Oct 24 and it feels like it's hitting me all over again. I'm supposed to be preparing to bring home a new baby and instead I'm taking pregnancy tests.. finally got my rainbow this month and praying it sticks with all I've got. why does this have to be so hard? we've been ttc since January. It's just not fair.. 😓 I pray every day I don't loose this baby when I've just got it. trying not to stress and seems like i can't get away from it.