so i lost my virginity to this guy i thought i could trust but turns out he used me. (ik i've learned my lesson. was a mistake) but i cant stop thinking about the moment and something's rlly bothering me. he was in disbelief that i was a virgin bc i guess i was "loose." i just feel shitty cuz like how could that be? i feel like im never gonna feel good for guys it sucks. i mean i was very relaxed so maybe that was it? idk its freaking me out cuz now i feel unpleasurable and not sexy at all. idk. :( help