Throughout this whole pregnancy, I've eaten well and exercised.... pushed water. I've so far gained 30 pounds. You can't really see it in this photo, but I've gained so much of it in my face and all over, not just my belly. I've even found stretch marks. I'm nervous that I won't get my body back. If I've done everything to the best of my ability, what more can I do? It's come to the point where I cringe looking at the mirror or avoid seeing people bc of how I look. To most I look normal, but for me as someone who has dealt with body image issues, it's become so haunting to me. I love my baby so much, but I'm just so nervous about these changes.