One year without sex. Frustrated 😭

Tommorow marks one year. One year without sex. My boyfriend and I just celebrated our four year anniversary. I try to be understanding. He has 3 slipped discs in his back and one in his neck. It has gotten significantly worse. He is on temporary disability and has to go to the chiropractor all the time. I have always been some what of a nympho. I think of sex pretty much all the time. I love him so much ... I Was even offered sex with a good friend of mine, but I am not a cheater so I refused. I find myself fantasizing all the time but some days I just feel not attractive. I have hit on him and he says he is in so much pain. He has even said .. "Don't you care that I am hurting?"I already suffer from chronic depression so that doesn't help. He is so good to me. He seems to get very down about it too. I try not to sound selfish. Sex isn't everything but I miss it. I want to feel desired...He is the first person to actually make love to me and it was amazing.😭 anyone else going through this ? I am so depressed right now. And super emotional due to my period.