The guys that got away

Dear guys,

I wasted my time and my life for you. One more then the other but still just the same. You both made me feel special at one point in time and I fell for it. I fell for the charm, the late night talks, the pet names. Growing up I always told myself that I wouldn't fall for things like that. That I would be different from the other girls. I was only fooling myself. I didn't realize how strong their power would be over me. Now I have to watch as you guys love someone else. I was never number one just second place. The girl who made you realize what you had or what you truly wanted. It was never me in the end. I say you are the guys that got away but can you get away if I never truly had you? All I wanted was for one of you to claim me, to make me your own. I've been in pain for so long wishing I had what I couldn't have. Now it's too late, wrong timing, unavailable circumstances. I did wrong I admit. I'm not innocent in this. But to me in my heart you will be always be the guys that got away.