I’m scared to kiss my bf

I was drunk on oct first and I had found out my cousin has hsv 1 she did have an outbreak that was healing that day and I drank from her corona bottle and I believe 2 weeks or a month before I drank from one of her cups .... I haven’t had any outbreaks or anything and idk if I should even kiss my bf or do anything sexual because of that ... I have a doctors appointment next week. And I wanted to get tested to see if it’ll show up in the blood but I heard it takes 12-16 weeks for it to appear on a blood test or you’ll get a false negative ... anyways I need advice what do you guys think about this what should I do

Ps.. She told me it’s not contagious and tbh all research says it is ... I used to think cold sores were part of getting a fever or flu or something and now I’m just starting to learn that it’s herpes