I Don't Want To...

I don't want to have sex or be touched. It's been just over a year since the last time my husband and I had sex. We had 2 miscarriages so when I was pregnant last year we were too scared. Our baby just turned 8 months and I'm not interested. For most of his life I've done everything for him. Every evening I get him ready for bed so after having a fussy baby in my lap/arms right after work, I do not want to be touched. Has anyone else experienced this? I just want space but not necessarily from my baby. 😕 EDIT: Our baby goes to daycare and I work during the day, so I'm not with him all day. At home though I feel like I do 85% for our baby. I get woken up, I'm tired all the time, and if I try to do anything he is usually with me. Even though he's not with me during the day it's not really a "break" to be at work. I know my husband feels neglected and I told him it has nothing to do with him. I love him and am still attracted to him.