Trying to tell myself: Breathe, baby. Any1 help?

Well no one warned me about the condoms that are "bare skin" and feel like "skin on skin" 🙃🙃 apparently those are known for breaking. I should have known though, felt a little too extra good lmao :( but anyway, my boyfriend came in the condom inside me, and when he pulled out nothing dripped. And afterwards we were both analyzing the filled condom and poking at it and what not like we always do... we typically do that to make sure it's still intact, but that specific day we were just poking at it to analyze the amount (don't ask why lmao) and didn't pay attention to if it was ripped or not really. But nothing was noticeable. I feel like I would have felt drippage or significant slipperiness if it was busted. then after wards he went to throw it away and messed with it some more and it started to come out on his hands, so we freaked out like what if it was torn before and we didn't notice? And my period isn't here but I have a history of an erratic period, up until the past like 6 months I was able to regulate it, until I started drinking coffee. My last one came late too because of my recent continuous intake of coffee & also exercise. That was also the first period my boobs didn't hurt. I quit exercising like a month ago and now I only drink coffee everyday.. and my nipples have been hurting for a week, mind you it's usually my entire boobs but this time it's just the nipples. & it's late again.. But that condom incident also happened around when my period typically shows up, before it became erratic because of the recent coffee drinking. and someone said the egg is long gone around that time anyway & I wasn't that fertile so chances are slim. Can't tell if I'm psyching myself out or if I have reason to worry. Today I had something that resembled slight cramping but idk if it was my imagination. Anything would be appreciated 😅🙏❤️