I feel so ugly

Yes, this is the typical “I feel fat post”.

Nothing special here.

But I just needed to vent

I’ve recently gained a solid 25 lbs. I’m also in the Airforce.

I’ve never been small and going in I was 167. But after my tech school I grew to 190.

A friend just took and off guard photo of me and I saw I had two chins and I could literally cry. Also the guy I had a crush on and slept with basically told me we don’t mesh.

Never mind the guy.... I just don’t feel cute or hot. And I feel like I’m the far girl with a cute face... but if she lost 50-60 pounds maybe people would like her

It’s extremely vain but i can’t help it.

I’m thinking of just eating salads with fat free dressings and getting on the elliptical for 40 minutes at least 5 times a week.

But mentally I hate me.

Plus who would ever wanna take the chubby girl on base out on a date. I’m always friend zoned. Always.

Sign,

The chubby duff