Ok so I really need to get this out... I already suffer from depression and anxiety, son I fight that everyday, I lost a son couple years ago to sids... pregnant at that time I decided to have my tubes tied.. (I was scared an terrified of losing another child...so decision I made with an unclear mind) he's about to be 3 yrs old his father an I have split he chose drugs an partying I chose my son (I've never been a partier he lied when we went to work an To go to family members house etc, etc.) Its been a 1yr and I've met my soulmate he loves my son as his own, but he wants one of his own I told him we can save up for a reversal, and God could just bless us women have gotten pregnant with their tubes tied, his mom did with him....I feel so depressed an bad because I made that decision so fast an it hurts Me too when I miss a period for a couple days an test comes back negative 😢 he doesn't bug me about it he knows that we can't afford a baby right now anyways but I still feel guilty that the man I love an want to spend the rest of my life with an I can't have a baby right now wwhhhyyyy was I being so dumb at the time 😢😢😢😢😢 someone please make me feel better I know I was scared at th time I was 22 an terrified of feeling that loss again
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