Losing my mind!

Soooo I have been married going on 8 years in the 27th..

All we do is laugh! Great love story, perfect chemistry! Just filled with so much love!

We don't have any kids because we have been waiting for the right time! (I guess there is never a right time)

We had a big move and we have been stressing out over little dumb things because of it and we finally had a real argument!

We didn't know what we were doing or saying! I said some really mean and nasty things that I wish I could take back just because I was mad!

He has been giving me the silent treatment for the past month and he even mentioned that he wanted to get a divorce.

My heart can't stand this!

I can't take this!

I miss him so much!

I've tried everything

I wrote him a letter and mailed it to him apologizing

I begged him

I cried to him

I bought him gifts

I cook for him

He's not responding to anything!

I am so desperate and I'm feeling like ending my life.

I know that sounds dumb to want to die over someone else but you don't understand how this man is my other half.

I understand I hurt him and I should be punished but this is getting too extreme and unbearable!

I take my vows very seriously! Til death do us part... I don't want to live without him! I don't even want to imagine a life without him!

I want us to have kids and to travel and to continue to love each other before this stupid fight!!