Had sex for the first time since my misscariage

Back in July had a miscarriage but I haven’t wanted to have sex but last night me and this guy I’ve been talking too for about 5 months had sex and it was better than what I was expecting but we started off trying with a condom and he could barley get the tip in. Then we took the condom off and tried again still same result so he pulled out and fingered me for a lit bit, then tried to fuck me again he sucked on my nipples and he fucked me and then he pulled out and came on my stomach.

I got up and cleaned it off then put on my sweatshirt and got back in bed and I was so tired. Then I noticed all the scratches and I dug my nails in to him 😂 but it was much better than my first time. I’ve only had sex once... so should we keep trying or try different positions? (We did Missionary)