I was so positive?

Ok, just need to process here/just want some thoughts.

So I woke up 4 days before my period KNOWING I was pregnant. Idk why but I was SO sure.

My back was hurting so bad but no other Aunt Flo symptoms, prob because it was 4 days before it was supposed to come. Then that day my period came... four days early. Or at least I thought it was AF. It was shorter than normal and a lot lighter than normal. So I took a pregnancy test (the second day of it and then also yesterday, three days after it started). Both times negative.

It lasted only two days with light spotting after. Normally mine is 5 days and medium flow.

I figured that was it. Try again next month. But since then (it ending early) I’ve been EXHAUSTED. Like can’t keep my eyes open. And so moody. Everything makes me want to cry. Is it crazy for me to still be holding out hope? I’m going to test again in a few days just in case. I don’t want to be so hopeful but I was just so sure you know?

Thanks for letting me talk this out.