does it ever hurt any less?

Tristan

for the past several months I break down every time I start my period. I'm due to start tomorrow, and after several negatives this week i know af is coming. I'm becoming depressed every month. Both our girls were happy surprises so I've never had to chart, track, or "Try" before. Now I feel like I may never get pregnant again. I hate feeling this way, not I'm not sure what to do other than to quit trying & "let it happen when it happens."