TTC after tubal surgery

My husband and I just started trying again after my three month recovery for an ectopic pregnancy and emergency tubal surgery. I’m bloated, externally hungry all the time!!!!! Cramping, side cramping on left side, lower back pain, taken two tests that day negative but my Ovia apt days take a test on Friday so it’s too early but I’m praying I’m pregnant with a raptly pregnancy this time! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️

I’m trying not to get to excited incase I’m not pregnant but it’s so hard I want to be so badly!