Hormones...Feelings

I am always stressed and always worrying.

I have this gut feeling I’m being cheated on, and it makes me so regretful about my baby daddy, and having a baby with him. I feel like he knocked me up and now thinks that I’m not going to leave him so he can do whatever he wants, and I’ll always be there. He definitely is not here for me emotionally, and I have already lost my closest friends either because of him or because of my pregnancy. My family is not that supportive and I feel like I’m spiraling back into depression. I have anxiety every second trying to prove that he is cheating on me only to come to evidence and him deny it.

I cry at last 2 times a day and I know my baby feels when I’m like this, and I can’t help but be like this and I do not know what to do anymore.