I am mean, what’s your thoughts

I have been married to my husband for 14 years now. He cheated on me around year 10. We worked it out and honestly we both went on to be extremely freaky. Started having 3somes and fun stuff like that. Anyhow, I have turned him gay and a CD over the past year. The reason is I love watching gay porn, and well now I have it as much as I want it. And I also get to have sex with who ever I want to and he watches and tries to play too. But he can’t hang like they do.