I cheated last year

My husband and I were having serious issues in our relationship, we had just recently gotten married and he started avoiding me, ignoring me, never coming to be with me, not even talking to me. I ended up cheating on him. Not physically, but emotionally, I started talking to another guy, who listened and chattsd with me, listened to my marital issues, assured me that Maybe he was going through something he didn't want me knowing. In turn I treated my husband how he treated me, ignoring him, avoiding him, staying away from home as much as possible.

Eventually the guilt had gotten to me and I admitted to my husband what had been going on. that I was no longer happy, that he had changed after we got married. That's when he admitted to me he had a serious drug problem and that's why he avoided me, he didn't want me to know. All I could think was how could I not know this was going on, how was I so unaware of what was going on.

Now, a year later, we are stronger than we ever have been, we are happy, we are more in love than we were when we met. We go to bed each and every night in each other's arms. Wake up each morning loving on each other, feeling happy. Ever since then we have specifically made time in our busy days to sit with each other, drink coffee, talk about our feelings, our desires and how much we appreciate one and other.

This is to let you ladies know that sometimes with a little work things can get better.