Im in 9th grade

Um so today a group of friends of mine started talking and somehow we started talking about ~ sexual stuff ~ and I have never had a boyfriend or kissed anyone and im like o my god my friends are like almost having sex and I feel like so weird about it and I kind of feel like im not ready to open that door yet but i feel like I should because the thing is that we are lnly 14 its so weird knowing that my friends have done bj and other stuff I feel like its to early for that even if its their BFs I mean its not like its MY bussiness but its just weird because i dont even have the courage to ask anyone out I mean I have NEVER kissed anyone and its just so weird but so young i mean we are very mature for our age but it still is young but I dont know you guys tell me what u think about it please cause i want to know how to react or feel about it......