It's been a little over 10 months since our twin daughters were stillborn at 20 weeks. Most days are pretty normal at this point, but sometimes unexpected reminders make me emotional. This was one of those times. I opened last years lesson plans in excel to remember what fun pumpkin activities I did last year. As I scrolled over I noticed the gap in dates from October to December, which reminded me that this time last year was right around the time I went on medical leave for complications I was having. Then I returned for a week in December happy that complications had resolved and feeling great when incompetent cervix came out of nowhere and we lost our babies. I know it's a weird silly small thing to be upset by, but the tabs on this spreadsheet are bringing up a lot of emotions.