Boyfriends...

My boyfriend recently broke up with me on Thursday... it was our two month anniversary, and he broke up with me over text. Now, he had been distant for such a long time and he stopped being as fun as he was when we were first talking... and I really started to fall for him, like, I would do anything for him. Also, im a virgin and he kept asking when I would be ready for sex and I kept saying soon enough, just wait. And I was literally planning a magical day to lose it and he had no idea about it... and we’ve made so many plans for the next couple of months and I have no idea what to do now because every day I just get reminded of him and I haven’t eaten for two days because I feel like puking. I’m sorry if this is just a big bundle of nonsense I just can’t seem to find the light out of this tunnel