I'm really having a hard time . I had a miscarriage last December I have two kids already but my husband has none this month my period didn't show up went to my ob because the light blood that did show up they thought was implation bleeding then they did a blood test came back negative. I was having a lot of uncomfortable pain in my pelvic then on Wednesday the blood started flowing on Wednesday I knew I had lost the chance again . I really want to give my husband a baby but I am starting to think that it's not possible and I should give up. I was really hoping to tell him as a Christmas gift but looks like no luck. How do I stay positive after trying so hard every month.