My 5 year old daughter said mom why are you not young anymore. Damn lol I must be getting old lol I'm 30 but have been really feeling old lately I feel my face changing and it sucks. Been feeling a little down lately not so much bcs I'm aging but bcs I'm no where near or have much accomplished and I feel time is running out. I stay home with my 3 girls and it's draining. I can't even take a nice decent shower with my girls. I have like no time to myself. Its hard to find time for my self and & feel my husband is not attracted to me anymore. It's hard. I just been feeling so insecure lately and it's creating problems in my marriage. I don't feel pretty. I see how pretty & young other girls are. And I'm constantly comparing my self and wishing I can look like them. I never use to be this way. I use to be really confident and I think that was one thing my husband liked about me. Now I don't know if there's anything he still likes about me. I see how he looks at other girls. I mean I don't blame him. If there's a pretty girl around I don't blame him for looking I don't expect him to not look. I just feel so jealous when I see him look at a girl I can't help it. I don't know if it's my mind playing games on me but i feel anxious and worried. I even dream he's cheating sometimes and I'm constantly worried he's going to leave me for someone much younger and pretty. I don't know what to do. How to be at ease and not worry so much. And to top it off We have been fighting a lot lately and when we fight he will just leave the house when we argue. And I can't help but think the worse. I need help I feel anxious all the time and just don't know what to do anymore. Any advise ladies thanks in advance. P.s My mom says I'm cornering him into doing those things I fear. Bcs we fight and I'm jealous. But she doesn't try and understand me. How I feel. She actually blames me for everything. And it makes me feel worse

And depressed.