want a bf

Ashley

is it bad that I really want a bf I've only ever had one before but he made me really happy and I loved cuddling him which I'm not a huggy lovey type person so it's rare but I really want to have that again🙄 I was going to ask this guy to the Sadie's Hawkins dance but he got asked by another girl and IDK multiple guys are talking to me but none that are my actual age (couple years older) or that my parents would really want me dating.ugh what do I do??? should I just focus on school cuz that's super boring