my ex

I hate hate hate that I get these random moments of missing my ex. It’s like I can’t breathe and my heart starts racing and i don’t know what to do. I always tell myself that I’m better off without him and that regardless he couldn’t fit my lifestyle now, but I just feel like I’m never going to love anyone like I loved him. I hate that I regret ignoring all his messages after we broke up, I hate that I never met up w him, I hate that I know he now has my number deleted. I hate that I’m always worrying about him. I wish I could just get over him, dude, it’s been months. I feel like he was the only person that kept me sane.

(Sorry I just needed to vent)