after 8 years he pulls this?!?!

Denise • Expecting our rainbow baby in March 2018 🌈💙💚💛💜

GIANORMOUS RANT!!!!********my ex and i split a few years ago. he dated someone else (no big deal he was single) she got prenant and they split. we then decided to work on us again. i got pregnant. his ex just have birth to thier son 6 weeks ago. hes hid the pregnancy because she threatens him comstantly and she found out. somehow i am now the bad guy and where he wanted to marry me a week ago now wants nothing to do with me. furthermore hes ingoring me and working with her?! she said i contacted her which is not true at all! she lied again and im the one stuck?!?! wtf?!?!?i supported him through all the drama she put him him through. and believe me there was s9 much! i bought things to help him prepare for thier baby. so that he could also provide for our daughter. i was way way way to nice. but in 8 years he never gave me any reason to believe he was a dog!!! im also very high risk. our last child literally almost killed me. i had a 10% chance of making it through. the doctor looked at him our last appointment and told him "it is vital you help keep her stress free. she has a 1 in 3 chance of it doing just like before" now im petrified and alone! how the hell did this happen?!? after 8 years i NEVER sae this coming from him!! i have 3 at home including our daughter together, no family at all, work 2 jobs, and now i am 19 weeks pregnant and alone. i asked him for help and he says this is why im done with you. to much drama. im shocked and totally blown away! i have no idea how to make it through this birth but i have to!! to add to it im feeling awful. lots of pelvic pressure and just feel terrible. i called my doc and i see him in the morning. i also to add that he always treated me like i was his world before. i wasnt being dumb i was giving us another chance so no bashing! thats the last thing i need.