Trigger warning! Sexual assault.

This my distress some people and is a sensitive topic.

I was raped at 14 by a boyfriend.

A lot of women talk about how they have also been raped. I feel so ashamed because he raped me anally. And I’m wondering, am I the only one? I feel so much more disgusting admitting it was anal instead of vaginal. I don’t know I’m sure it sounds fucked up and I might be being rude idk. I just feel like I *feel* more dirty than I would if it wasn’t that way.

I’m so sorry if this offends anyone I’m honestly just wondering if this is normal like if how I feel is normal