So, this will be a long post because there is so much to tell.. but I need to get it out. I was with this guy when my husband and I separated. He was really caring at first, but was addicted to sex and slowly became more concerned with cumming than what I wanted to do or how I felt. So for the few months I was with him, he repeatedly raped me (orally, anally, and vaginally). At the time, I was allowing him because I cared about what he wanted and all he wanted was to cum. But the more I am able to remember, the more I realized what all went on and what happened to me. He fucked my throat until I threw up or my lips bled. He would finger me violently and cut the inside and outside of my vagina with his fingernails. He would shove his penis in my ass without lube or warning. And if I didn't get him off then he would get so mad and punch the walls or slap my ass, back, or pussy until I cried. Then one night, he got me extremely drunk and I passed out in the bedroom floor and he "tried to wake me" by slapping me and pulling me around by my hair. When I finally came to, I screamed and cried and said that I hated him. He left me there in the floor bleeding. Still half out of it, I called my estranged husband and he called the cops. When they arrived, he had slammed the door so hard that it couldn't be opened from the outside and a cop had to come in through the window. When I saw myself in the mirror, I couldn't believe my eyes. My hair was all matted and knotted, my eye and ears were black and blue, my breasts and stomach were covered with bruises.. it took me 3hours and half a bottle of conditioner to get a brush through my hair..I ended up having to get all my hair cut off because it was so badly damaged. I hate him so much, and I still have anxiety over it. I'm so afraid he'll come back and hurt me or worse..