i hate when i get soo angry

bc i become blind to my beautiful blessing like i was so mad i got comfy how i wanted to sleep and jammed to my music while she kicked away in anger

omg she stopped kicking for 5mins AND I SWEAR I WAS ABOUT TO BLOW MY LID LIKE

IM SOOOO SORRY WONT EVER GET MAD AGAIN IF YOU KICK ME AND BEAT THE HELL OUT OF ME and i played her song ... i think shes still pissed but omg i will not ever complain again i wanted sleep soo bad but i just cant bare getting comfy and she stops moving that long .... she hasnt ever stopped kicking not for one sec since 17w im 37 so no im not used to her stopping i just ajust to her comfort and sleep 10mins max 😟 but i have been soo angry and stressed i dont know what to do i wanna sleep but not if she doesnt like me sleeping comfy 🚼😯 i just love her soooo much i want her out so i dont smoosh her from accidentally deep sleeping from this severe exhausttion i been having