So I've always identified as grey-asexual because I never really felt any sexual attraction towards anyone and had absolutely no sex drive for a very long time, but I've always believed that there could be some exceptions (hence the grey in grey asexual). When I was with my previous (and only) boyfriend, he was always in the mood, but I just wanted to cuddle and watch cartoons and frankly I just wasn't ready to do anything like that. However, I've recently started to develop a sex drive kinda???? It's not like an uncontrollable urge or anything, but suddenly I'm not as opposed to the idea anymore. I think it started happening when I started rewatching old movies like Heathers and Rocky Horror Picture Show (because, let's face it, guys in chunky heels are fucking attractive). I'm kinda nervous about dropping the asexual label though (even though I'm not even sure of what I am at this point) because I'm fearful that it might hurt the reputation of people who actually are asexual because enough people tell them that it's just a phase as it is. Idk.