Feel like I waited too long and missed my chance.

I just turned 34 last month and my husband (48) and I have been married for 9 years. This was our eleventh month trying and not even a faint line on a test. Nada. Period came last night 2 days early. I have PCOS but regular 28 day cycles and ovulate regularly also, usually around CD14. I also have hyperprolactinemia but take medication. I see a endocrinologist/fertility specialist but haven’t done ALL the testing yet.

I’m just sad/disappointed/frustrated like I know so many others on this app are too. 10+years on birth control trying not to get pregnant, and now that I finally feel ready I worry I might have missed my chance and it’s too late. I don’t need replies, I’m just putting this out in the universe because I’m feeling blue today. Husband can’t help/doesn’t understand. Only other women who are going through the same difficulties truly understand this feeling.