Whenever I was 11 years old I was found by a girl online. I was interested and we ended up sending pictures but eventually she left. Then her ‘master’ asked me to be his submissive and I did.

For 4 years!! I was manipulated into thinking what he did was okay. I thought it was normal. I didn’t tell anyone. I didn’t want to be judged.

I cut off all communication with him like a month ago. I’m just now realizing I was a victim with a child molester.. I’m 15 years old and I’m disgusted with myself. I was doing that for a 31 year old. Now I’m scared. I’m scared for my future.

I scared he might eventually find me or something. I’m extremely disgusted with my body and myself. I hate my body. I don’t want anyone to touch me. I honestly want to curl up in a ball and disappear.